after reading this you made me think. I have been sitting here reading for a few hours, and all i can think is that i need to clean my house, and work in my garden. If i die i do not want to have an unkempt garden... so thank you for reminding me. I am sure i will be back reading on medium later once i have a clean house, and planted some seeds.

I think of death often as well, as like you having lost loved ones at a young age. It also makes me want to stay in touch with those i love, and visit them as much as possible, or having them visit me. i often think my life is half over and have a few things i still want to achieve or work towards.