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Disappearing Into The Woods is Not The Answer
Or is it?
I have been on the farm for one whole week, but it seems much longer. This is the first time I have ever owned a piece of land.
It is surreal and a little scary at times.
This morning, I woke up with dread from a lingering dream. It is always the same dream, weird and twisted, which never makes sense.
I think the overall sentiment of the world causes it. Most of my Google feed is always full of doomsday porn, stock market crash, and an overall sentiment that everything is not ok.
Some days, I feel it deeply, and then I remember I am living in my version of paradise. Sometimes, I wonder what I would do if I got rid of the internet and paid only for data on my phone.
When I wanted to have wifi, I walked into town.
Who knows?
That could be a possibility, depending on how hidden I want to be. I can write offline, record offline, schedule everything for the week, and set a schedule.
Now that I have written that, it sounds peaceful. Of course, I would have data on my phone for calls, and the WhatsApp app, or my family would freak out.
Moving to the middle of the woods will not solve all your…
