girl... i have been having the same feelings, i have been in a rut of self pity for like 2 months now, hence no writing here.. i just cant. I am sooo blah.. i have started to run again and decide to not care if everyone around me is getting botox and trying to reclaim their youth, i refuse. maybe we feel this way cuz we just had a bday..

you will always be smoking hot btw. but healthy and breathing is way better, unfortunately society thinks the opposite.