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How Getting Lost Helped Shine A Light On Who I Really Am
And writing can be the vessel to discovery, if you allow it.
Sometimes I feel that I am on a roller coaster of emotions. One day I am flying high among the trees doing everything that I want, the next day, I am questioning everything in my life.
Asking what is my why?
My why has always been my driving force to anything; why am I doing this? Is it for me or someone else, and if it is for someone else, why do I feel they deserve this from me.
If it is for me, what do I want out of this experience and why did I choose this? Why did I choose to live the life I am living right now?
This question has been taking up too much space in my brain.
I wanted to move to the countryside to live a more calm, relaxed life. Since I lost my job online, I noticed that my internet time has decreased, and then when I deleted social media, even more so.
Then I started writing, and I got obsessed. This week I couldn’t figure out why I was so bothered by this. I am doing something I love and do not plan on quitting anytime soon.
My subscriber base rose pretty quickly, and, for some time, I was in the writing tag near the top. I did not think this was a big…
