I always felt the same about the "traditional jobs". I lost my job during covid and instead of going back to a traditional job decided to see what i want to do. Which I am still trying to figure out, as of now it is writing and figuring out what I want to do!

I also was kind of sick the past 4 days and kept saying i am lazy and my boyfriend had to remind me, you are sick! we are so programmed to work even when we are sick!!

I have not read any of these books, and will be adding them to my app hoping they are available there.