I am the same, I have started tik tok and deleted over 10 times I swear. I actually hate it, and hate social media.

I do have a youtube channel which I love. Its different I can edit, make it look better.

There is a lady in the town I live in , in a tiny village in Colombia, who apparently is the local tik tok star, she is in her 60's or 70's apparently she just rambles about local colombian things. I need to find her. So there is hope, I am sure someone is listening! Don't give up!