I completely understand for so long not having a niche or specialty held me back.. i have been called indecisive... confused.. too much all because i want it all. I want to create nothing more. I was never running either instead i was living and going whatever way the wind blows! And i found a life that i can live on being a struggling artist.. who knew.. except i am thriving.. not defined by how much i make. Living in my version of paradise.