i feel every single bit of this article.. its the holidays, which i already hate, i am a little over 1.5 years sober and all i want to do is sit here and drink until january 2nd.. i wont' but i have been super anxious lately.. not sure why i also have social anxiety, i know shocker and i have an alcohol problem.. I am not around people so not sure why im so anxious lately. maybe all the coffeee.

i read a lot of sober blogs and watch sober stuff when i feel like drinking, it helps sometimes.. but when youre down youre just down.. i am now binging netflix.. its better than binging on booze.. stay strong.. you are def not alone in this.. holidays suck sober.