i fell down that same rabbit hole last week. It deflated me as well.. I took a couple days to regroup, and came to the same conclusions you have. Support, inspiration, loyalty and relationships.. it is why i am here on medium, the community is incredible and like no other. Things will change, nothing stays the same. If it wasnt for medium and this community i too would still be flailing out in the ocean looking for a wave to catch.. now that i caught one, i will ride it and see what happens.