I think you made the decision that you were meant to make, as you said. "life has a strange way of making us think feel and do things " it really does, and then we may question if it was right or not, but since you ended up meeting the love of your life, i have a feeling you already know the answer.

My only regrets are not quitting drinking sooner, but that was somethign that i had to go through to get to where i am at right now.