oh wow.. i have always been a target, when i look back so many of my friends, only wanted me around because i was nice and no one ele wnted to be their friends, some people would even ask why i am friends with certain people. I guess i felt bad that no one liked them, but it was usually because they were not very nice. anyway, i have had to learn to shield and protect myself. It is not easy, as sometimes if i am around an energy vampire it takes a few days to recover...