ohhhh.. this article. everything i have been feeling lately wrapped into one nicely articulated piece. I feel similar to you i let it all hang out, and recently i have began to wonder, if its too much? I have pulled back on writing so much personal stuff and write about random colombian stuff.. and things that are lighter. Not sure where to go from here, feeling a bit lost. I am very similar to you in this moment. So many messy parts, yet do i want to share.