one moment i think i got this, my spanish isn't awful, the next i cant make a sentence or understand anyone!! it is an up and down roller coaster. My bf also speaks very little english. Yet he speaks italian, spanish and learning english! I feel like i am the dumbest person ever, but i hate studying. I prefer to speak to locals, and travel and learn. Since i know the grammar its just not screwing up every past. My bf told me italian is easier than spanish because there is not as many tenses, i do not believe him. He is just good with languages!!

Yet i agree.. i def learn more about me than anything else, like how much i care what others think also, and i want to pronounce perfect every word.