The Big City Numbed Me, and The Land Revitalized

Sometimes, staying in the Matrix of your mind is an easier life.

Sara Burdick
4 min readNov 14, 2024
Baki surveying my progress on the garden.
  • Eyelids heavy
  • Hands dirty
  • Muscles sore
  • Mind adrift

The sun was beginning to set, and when I looked at the clock, it was 5 p.m. It was time to call it a day, and the dogs were whining for their afternoon walk. I looked at the work I still had to complete and decided it could wait until tomorrow.

Coffee season is in full swing.

After I finished cleaning my equipment and reorganizing the area so that I could begin again tomorrow, I began to think about farmers of the past and how easy city life is.

I grew up on a farm, and when I was a teenager, I wanted to leave the farm so badly that as soon as I got the chance, I did. I left the dark, quiet streets for the noise and bright lights of the city.

I imagine I am not alone as a child of farmers, which is why many farmers’ lineage eventually stopped. Their children saw how much work it is to live and work on a farm.

Going to college and getting a cushy job in the city is easier than spending all day doing backbreaking work on the farm. Even working as a nurse is backbreaking hard work…

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Sara Burdick
Sara Burdick

Written by Sara Burdick

I quit the rat race after working as a nurse for 16 years. Travel and Storyteller. I live in Colombia. https://substack.com/@saraburdick

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