this story is sooo many of the same feelings i had when i was a kid and having my first crush! I remember before i moved away a kid i had a crush on, sent me a note. It was my first real crush. Then we moved also, and i will never know what would of happened.

isnt it crazy to look back and think about the what ifs, and the maybes.

first boyfriends, late phone calls, crushes. I love your story telling and visuals, and smells.... its crazy how a smell can transport you.

Have you looked him up on socials to see where he is? I have done this with so many boys i like when i was a teen! Embarrassingly, but yep i have!