Wow.. I think you hit every single emotion that I felt while writing this.. It is so true, we as women do get so much external pressure.

It's funny the saying "personality and habits follow us to the grave" I saw so much of this in the hospital when taking care of the elderly.. Its like we revert back to children.. i am still the same stubborn child, but have learned to use it constructively , yet when i get old will i be the patient throwing pills against a wall because i hate them, 100%.

Thank you so much for sharing with me, it really has given me so much to think about and how to process certain feelings.

I almost feel that i am entering a new stage of life, and having growing pains..

Thank you for this:)