yea so many people talk about how living abroad is a dream, and it can be, but it can also be like anything in life hard. It is also a huge reason i stay so close to the US, and cheap flights back home. I am currently here to help my sister because her husband has a work thing for 10 weeks, and other family drama has happened since being here. So sending you a big hug, hope things work out, and you arent too stressed while you are here. Email me if you need to vent!