yea thinking about 2020 and the lockdown still gives me anxiety. it was all just so scary, and yes felt so caged. I have never felt at home until my most recent place, but recently i have been feeling unsettled, i think it is a part of my homsickness also. I never feel at home in the US i guess i just miss my family then i see them for a week, and feel satisfied!

You don't feel at home in scotland? I almost feel like i am not meant to be in one place all the time, maybe you feel similar.. I think the nomadic spirit is alive and well in both of us.